When you’re in a groove life happens fast. It all becomes a blur. A peek at moments stored away. When the groove ends and chaos takes over, it becomes noisy. Everything you didn’t see before clouds your mind. Questions, assumptions, confusion! This is when you find out what you’re really made of. When you figure out how strong you really are. A tremendous amount of growth happens through the pain. Oh, and the PAIN! How it cripples your soul. Those moments that hurt so bad you can’t breathe. You want to give up so badly. You want to crawl in a dark hole. Basking in your misery. How easy would it be to play the victim. To give into the pain! But I refuse to let it beat me. No matter how hard it is, I will be okay. With the power of God I will move forward and enjoy this beautiful life. The movement of life all around us. Watching the branches and leaves dance with the wind. Seeing God’s new master piece every time the sun sets. Too much to be grateful for. Too much joy and beauty in this life. God has given me a light so I can walk through this darkness. He has never let me down. Not once. Not for a second! He is why we’re all here. My name is written in heaven. That alone is something to rejoice about for the rest of my life. I will continue to grow in His love.