I’m not going to lie, life has been tough on me the last few weeks. We all go through it. Last night I went to my first Hillsong Service. I’ve listening to the group Hillsong United, they are AWESOME! Anyway, I desperately needed to refucus my energy on what’s really important. What I failed to realize, it’s not up to me to have everything figured out. God puts obstacles in our path that he knows we can handle, but you know what’s so amazing?! If we don’t have the strength we can leave it completeley to Him. He will take care of us and guide us down the right path, we just need to have complete faith.
Instead of getting closer to The Lord in my time of need, I started distancing myself. I thought I could figure it out. That I had it all under control. I have been digging myself into a whole. Instead of lifting myself up.
I don’t have it all figured out, I never will. What I do know is that my heart is with The Lord and I need to continue to be faithful to him. Everything in my heart, mind and body knows that he is the way. I am not perfect, I sin every day. But I will work on being a better person and doing what I can for those in need. Shinning light where ever I can.