Allowing myself to fall into a free flowing space, like leaves dancing in the wind. Like the clouds floating across the sky. Every chord striking directing into my heart. I feel it in my skin. There is so much that needs to come out. So many questions, ideas, concerns, hopes and dreams. How lovely is this? How lucky am I. There is, yet another, shifting. Yet another change that comes continually. Expect it. Never turning your back from it, pretending it doesn’t exist. It does. There are some deep hard truths about this world, about this life. I’m playing along. I am consciously trying to be better, sometimes failing miserably and sometimes succeeding in ways I could never have imagined. The unexpected life that is. The unexpected life that awaits. Wait. ‘Be still and know that I am God.’ It echoes in my mind. His Word glides through an open space. A safe place. A place that I can trust. A place where I find peace, joy and hope. No matter what I face. No matter how pulled down I feel, His gentle hands await. How sweet.
His Word drips like honey from my lips. As the white clouds turn to grey so does my heart when people’s health are stripped away. When disease is filling more and more bodies, it eats away– at us. Don’t we see? Can we not see? How sick we are becoming. How dry we are. I thirst for water. I thirst for your Spirit. Oh lead me to the rock that is Higher than I. Lead me down Your narrow path and shelter me with Your wings. My Comforter. My Savior.